From the journal 2/28/2011:
Someone or something has gone missing. Another man volunteers to find him/it. He leaves, but I see that he dies a few hours later. He drifts out in space and I see that he met an angelic being, just as the other man did, as they float down a tunnel that is increasingly bright on the other side*. My impression was that the tunnel brought the man into outer space—far from the Earth. I wanted to say “too bad for him” but knew he was happy like all that died and went here before him.
The angels float towards the man as if in water or flying. They are so full of love and compassion they are breathtakingly beautiful (for that is how beauty is measured.)
Now I am back in my darkened room (at home? Or somewhere else?) One of these beings floats down the hall towards me. When I see it, it just about brings tears to my eyes it is so beautiful. It has another being with it, a kind of helper. I am totally overwhelmed, gasping.
Just before waking, while still overwhelmed by the angel, it said something to me. It referenced a slide from the lecture I made last night [see illus]. It says that, just as with the NURBS node pattern, some things in life are designed to be hard-edged (difficult) while others are meant to be smooth (comfortable.) Each is as much a part of the experience as the other.
Your dreams are fascinating. Thank you for sharing them with readers. People just do not know you are here. I came here because you talked about it on a Zark Files post. Sometimes I start to write a comment and it gets long and requires more thinking, which is good, but I have to stop as I am also involved in intense litigation over a family member and now proceeding pro se, so I am distracted. Your posts are a relief and a break. Sometime I will engage with some depth. Love the illustrations and Bing's coloring and work in them when you work together.
My beloved husband had "loosely gapped" neurons, he was very talented in many areas and high energy until he was slowed down by ME. He always challenged my brain and I miss that, he made me smarter.